Colleen's Creations

Elements and symbols are clogging up my brain. All these calculations make me go insane. Staring off in space ignoring my teacher's speech. I imagine I am somewhere else like lying on a beach. Thinking of this class I wish it's what I feel. Forget all these chemicals and give me something real. Chemistry isn't just in school it holds another meaning. Well, I better do my work instead of just daydreaming. (circa 2005)

Sitting in a room I'm trapped between these walls. I've sat here patiently hearing pleading calls.  I'd help them if I could although I've never tried. I know my time will come so it's no use to hide. I have the Star of David stitched on all my shirts. The Nazis torture us in every way it hurts. The soldiers grab my bony arm along with my other friends. We've been here long enough this is when our pain ends. Inside a darkened room our clothes are all disposed. Something is dropped inside and then the window is closed. Panic is all around everyone gasps for air. We climb on one another our bodies are all bare. Finally with my last breath I have reached the top. Collapsing on my dead friends I know my heart will stop. (circa 2005)

Blank piece of paper I sit and stare. There's just no way I can compare. Words are all jumbled my thoughts are crossed. I'm writing this letter but I just feel lost. A simple reply is all that I need. But no matter how hard I try I can't seem to succeed. The dimensions are off two different species, I fear. Inferior I feel to you're thoughts sincere. I can't seem to say how I feel out loud. I hope you understand that I'm not too proud. So, I lay down my pen in defeat, I must say. I've met my match I'm down for the count today.

I exhale and watch the smoke spiral, climbing up into the sky. I take another hit and close my eyes, wishing I could be that high. I breathe out once again, wanting my feelings to disappear in the smoke. Like I could just disconnect and fly away from this joke. I knock the ashes off and stare at this cancer stick. I wonder why I do this, why I make myself sick. (circa 2006)

Go back through time just press rewind. When I was alone but I didn't mind. Now fast forward past the sudden change. Why did I think it was so strange?  Play in real time watch my love grow. Happiness spreads it's hard not to show. Just keep it going stay on top. My heart would break if you pressed stop.

The room crackles from electric shock. With each touch comes a zap, a pop. Thunder rumbles on as we continue to roll. Lightning flashes in your eyes as you take control. Guided by candle light, the storm rages on. Rain gently taps the panes but we're too far gone. (circa 2006)

Hanging by a thread you're in over your head. Wish there was something I could do a way that I could help you. But now you're free falling a nd it's my name you're calling. I'm sorry, I won't help this time I'm apathetic and I'm fine. As you're crawling in the dirt I'll continue to ignore that you hurt.  All this was caused by your actions so don't blame me to gain satisfaction. (circa 2006)

I despise all these lies. All these girls who sure aren't women. Who chase the men until they give in. These filthy creatures who have no shame. I for one can give you a name. Naivety and stupidity do not give way to sympathy.  If your plan was to ruin my life, then you have failed because I am the wife. I am the one still standing strong. Now it's time for you to move on.