Colleen's Creations

I had you right where I wanted you. Wrapped around my little finger. I had my niche set like a trap too. Waiting for someone like you to linger. My web was so clear you never saw it coming. Mesmerized by my venomous charm. I had you begging for more when you should've been running. It looked like so much pleasure but all I caused was harm. Temptress, seductress you're a moth to my flame. Deception, fabrication you're a pawn in my game. Next time you leave your nest it might just be your last. So watch out for spiderwebs and the shadows they cast.

Maybe you would like to know  more than I could ever show. So tonight I will expose a side of me no one else knows. Something to behold, a sight to see a little piece of me, musically.  Perhaps then we shall begin with a song I have chosen. "Look at me, look at me just called to say that it's good to be Alive in such a small world all curled up with a book to read." And read I do, you know it's true to be indulged in a different point of view. Chasing away my life for a moment only to return to my world of torment. Continuing on, delving deeper more lyrics to entertain the reaper. "I can't find anything to be sad about  they say I'm doomed but I feel fine But if I'm sitting here lonely with no one to hold me at least I have my health I'm trying to control myself," It gets harder to tame my rampant heart it's best to grab the reins from the start. Now a song that seems to speak my thoughts oh, how I hope you h...

A second chance was given to me  to ensure that I fulfill my destiny. To strengthen my love, to grow, to trust to overcome all obstacles is a must.  A clean slate of all accounts vanquish any crazy doubts. Forge ahead in a romantic blaze ensure that this is not a phase. Back on the path, hand-in-hand moving ahead with a man so grand. Eternal bliss and love forever we will always be together.

Prisoner inside my head trapped in constant thought. Unsure of what I really want the answers I have sought. Bending backwards just to please each time I lose a part of me. Responsibilities multiply for this am I ready? Simpler times I yearn for a level of sheer understanding. A hand to help guide my way this flight of mind needs a landing.

Love is the poison I drink from the vile. The venomous bite only stings for awhile. Love is the lightning in the ravenous storm. In a flash it's gone and that is the norm.  Love is what consumes me with such violent force. Never would I ever let it end in divorce. Love is a pain love is a curse. But being without it is something much worse.

Elements and symbols are clogging up my brain. All these calculations make me go insane. Staring off in space ignoring my teacher's speech. I imagine I am somewhere else like lying on a beach. Thinking of this class I wish it's what I feel. Forget all these chemicals and give me something real. Chemistry isn't just in school it holds another meaning. Well, I better do my work instead of just daydreaming. (circa 2005)